Talking to my best friend P over the phone.
I told her about R having a boyfriend. And yes, I even lied to my best friend saying I liked R.
The point is is that, knowing that I "liked" her, he kept asking me how am I feeling about the news. and I told him I'm okay.
and he just said "You can tell me anything you know."
and I told him, haha I am okay. which I really am.
but hearing him say that just broke me. Now I am feeling utterly disgusted about myself lying to my best friend, who has always been there for me.
I dont want to picture what would happen, when he knows the truth about me.
At first, I dug a hole to cover myself. But I dug in deeper, and now I am trying to get back up.
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