First Post

So this is where I start, the road to be honest, from now on I tell myself to just write everything that comes to mind, fuck spell check no grammatical check, just write everything down. screw backspace as well.

I guess I need to start with my life first. but I duno where to start from, which point of life, that really brings me to this point. do you often wonder to yourself, "what happened, what happened to the past me and how did i get here, what had happened in one point in life that had directed me to walk along this path that im on now,

But I guess the misery is primarily caused by the lie, the lie to try to fit in, the lie to get myself out of mockery, the lie to have a friend, the lie to be happy. well you guess right, did not work at all.

but the lies just pile up, stockpiling like shit hell, and i am now here i guess. to do something about it. not even sure what i am feeling right now is true or false.

so i am starting this blog, to say everything that I truly feel, what I truly think, and what I truly want in my life, yes there are still lies that I nid to continue on doing on the outside world, but not on the inside anymore, I dont think I myself can take the lies anymore. So I am starting this blog, to be honest.